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[adrian1698]

my mind and emotions feel jumbled.
i don't know what to do
i don't know what i'm doing
and so i'm doomed just to stumble

day to day until i figure out
WHAT is wrong
                                with me
why i can still love you
when you clearly don't care

when your affection for me
wrapped in sweet smiles
and tender moments
has all but drained
straight from your frame

and onto the floor
where i lay vomiting
this morn
trying to erase your picture
and your frame
so i don't see it's empty silhouette
nailed onto the inside of my brain
vacated touch
devoid of all meaning
projecting from your
bitter, empty frame
enveloped in your nothingness
i feel just as alone

and so i cast it off
and say
"who needs this fog!"

if only it were that easy