Not just gay, and not just sucktacular, but supergay. Which trumps everything. I hate the ad bullshit that you either must watch or have to wait until the ad WOULD have played in order to progress from the front page. It's retarded. By the time I get anywhere, I've forgotten or gotten over whatever I would have posted. Which, in a way, is a good ( Read more... )

So Lilith Anne (My sisters and Mom picked Lily Anne but we wanted to give her a grown-up name just in case) was born October 2nd- right on her due date. I started having contractions at 7 am on the first and held out on going to the hospital until 6 am on the 2nd. We were 100% effaced and 7 cm dilated, so we were close to her popping out when we ( Read more... )

I don't feel pregnant. I feel fat, I feel tired and I feel gross, but I don't really feel pregnant. I do feel like a big baby though. It's totally hard for me to be responible right now b/c i know that these next few months are the very last time that i'll be able to be self-centered. I've never been much for having people take care of me (really, ( Read more... )

We got our CVS test results back today, and of course (as always) I was totally right- the baby is fine, and she's a girl! I'm not as excited about this as I feel like I should be, considering I don't feel like I learned anything that i didn't already know, you know? Nick said he married me b/c he wants to start some Earth-based bene gesserit ( Read more... )

Last night was the night of crazy pregnancy dreams. First, I dreamed that Nick was talking to his ex-girlfriend Racheal on my cell using my MySpace Mobile. (Seriously, I spend way too much time fucking with that stuff.) Dude, I was so pissed off. I don't remember too much, except that he kept sending her mail over my phone, and then he invited her ( Read more... )

I wasn't sure I'd post this part of the epic journey that is accidental pregnancy™ here but if the thing in question turns out to be the case, it'll get more than a passing mention, anyway ( Read more... )

It was recommended that I keep a pregnancy journal. here we go ( Read more... )

I feel slightly better now. Of course, this is after 262.50 in over draft fees, caused by being 8 dollars overdrawn, which made every single transaction afterwards snowball. It was beautiful. Expensive lesson, but necessary. (It doesn't mean I like it, though ( Read more... )

So like, being married has forced me into acting more grown up, however I am so by far totally not. As evidenced by the previous sentence. (Fragment. I know. Fuck off ( Read more... )

The thing is, I've always wanted kids, badly. But the older that I get, the more worried about how much time I have for myself I become. How much energy would I have to expend on someone else, especially someone so much younger and more energetic, as I continue to age ( Read more... )