As for the boy situation, I was pretty much told that we're just friends with benefits although he likes me but since he just came out of a really bad relationship (which was plenty of months ago), he still isn't ready for a relationship, even though we've been talking for months now. It kills me to hear that from him because now I feel as though ( Read more... )

My best friend Kylie left on the eighteenth, and I really miss her, I feel like I could only open up to her and be myself around her and now I have no one I can hang out with and have the same conversations or do the same things with... Which sucks. I'm friends with Jess again (if you didn't catch that above) and I couldn't avoid it because my mom ( Read more... )

Ah, finally into my second week of college and so far so good. I already have a tutor for math so hopefully I pass with a really good grade, and my English teacher has already commented on how good my writing is! Which is definitely a motivation booster that makes me want to go above and beyond with my writing. As for my two online classes, I've ( Read more... )

I always do this... I'm starting to freak myself out about the whole situation with the boy I'm talking to. This is how it is with me: I used to fall head over heels for guys and I let them scum me over and over again until they broke it off with me and left me in some heartbroken abyss of loneliness. After I was raped during my Sophomore year ( Read more... )

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So I went up to my school today to do that new student counseling thing and I got a list of classes I should take based on my test scores and I actually got in pretty high math and english classes... I think. However, my high school transcripts haven't transferred over to my school yet, therefore, I cannot register. WHICH FUCKING SUCKS because ( Read more... )

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Slowly! But my life is starting to get a move on, which I am beyond excited about. Today, I went to this pep session thing at my college, there was only a few people there but I was one of the first ones. This girl ended up coming up to me and talking to me, she just moved here from Texas and we have a lot in common. I made a new friend whose ( Read more... )

Surprisingly, today wasn't half bad. I woke up and got ready and actually felt pretty today, I never feel pretty... ever, so this was a first! Anyways, I ended up taking my college placement test and I did really great on the english part and decent on the math, but probably could've done better. I'm so rusty in math, I'm actually really bad at ( Read more... )

I'm back in North Carolina and things are alright I guess. I finally finished all my school work so I graduated high school... It's about time. I had a good time in New York, it was refreshing to see my family and friends that I haven't seen in a long time. I went to Atlantic City, NJ while I was up there for my Grandma's birthday, which was fun ( Read more... )