Oh why can't I be what you need ( Read more... )

In The Bathroom
Is Where I Want You ;]
Mhmm. Basically. Fucking love that song. Hehe.

& you Kissed Me
Like You Meant ItLife is quite swell lately. April vacation is going well. I'm having a lot of fun. Lol. Just been hanging out with friends and shizz. It's quite cool and stuff. That's basically it. Hehe. ♥

I think I just need a break from everything. But mostly from him. I just...need time to stop loving him. I need to stop lying to myself, I need to get better at school. i just like, wish I could get out of this town for a little while, and just go live somewhere else and go to school somewhere else for awile. I know thats so selfish, but I feel ( Read more... )

Why is this so hard for me? Why can't I just..not love you anymore. I took the risk. I loved you with all I was. I knew the chances. I knew I could get my heart broken. And that was ok with me, and I did get my heart broken, multiple times. Love is like trying something new. You might be good at it. You might suck at it. You might even get hurt... ( Read more... )

I'm Not Perfect
Just All Messed Up

♥

Today was pretty crappy in the beginning, but then it got better. I missed my bus this morning and my dad flipped out on me and I started bawling my eyes out and I had to go to school with my eyes all red and puffy and it was gay and stuff. But then during english me and Tyler talked about funny stuff and for the rest of the day I was pretty much ( Read more... )

The drugs begin to peak ( Read more... )

Soo..today was pretty sweet yo. I woke up at like...12 or something cause Sarah wanted food. lol. I do love that girl a bundles. Her mommy wouldnt let her stay again though...it was fucking gay yo. Then i just hung out by myself for awile..and the weirdest thing happened. I was in like, a good mood nad shit and then i just like, broke down crying ( Read more... )

Where did I go wrong
I Can't look you can eyes
Feeling so ashamed
It feels like I could die
Hold me up and don't let you
I've had enough

I'm tired of breathing
Tired of feeling
Tired of looking to the past for meaning
Tired of running
Tired of searching
Tired of feeling
But I...I'm not tired of you