This is me with the words on the tip of my tongue

[addicted2_xlust]

Where did I go wrong
I Can't look you can eyes
Feeling so ashamed
It feels like I could die
Hold me up and don't let you
I've had enough

I'm tired of breathing
Tired of feeling
Tired of looking to the past for meaning
Tired of running
Tired of searching
Tired of feeling
But I...I'm not tired of you