Show Me A Little Bit Of Spine...
Today was pretty crappy in the beginning, but then it got better. I missed my bus this morning and my dad flipped out on me and I started bawling my eyes out and I had to go to school with my eyes all red and puffy and it was gay and stuff. But then during english me and Tyler talked about funny stuff and for the rest of the day I was pretty much laughing a lot. Especially during American Cit. We were in the library and it was cool and stuff. Me, Andrew and Gnome sat together. I feel like everyone hates me. Like...I'm so sick of getting blamed for things that aren't my fucking fault. I'm gonna beat someone up soon. Lol. I miss Brett a lot lately. He's a good kid. Lol. So...I've been sleeping a lot lately and not eating and my parents are like convinced thiers something wrong with me and their trying to force me to go the doctors and I refuse to go...cause I fucking hate the doctors. Their creepy. But..ne whoo. I like this boy..and he's pretty effing amazing. I won't lie. Lol. I miss having a bf lately. I'm ok with it most of the time, but lately it's been annoying me. Lol. Dunno why. I guess I'm just sick of being lonely. I'm also getting really sick of school. If I didn't want to be an asshole for the rest of my life I would drop out...but fuck me for having goals. Grr. I'm also sick of not being trusted. It's so annoying. Especially when I give people no reason why they shouldn't trust me. Hmm..whatever. Lol. :] Runaway, Runaway
And Make Tomorrow
Harder To Live Than Today
And Make Tomorrow
Harder To Live Than Today