There is nothing  Happy about this Hollows Eve and I'll tell you why. First I have to work tonight which sucks ass. Second there is a party here and everyone is drunk. Third I know that knowing my luck someone will be passed out in my bed when I get home from work. What a great fucking night. I just want to scream and leave. But I wont leave till I ( Read more... )

im so tired of ppls bullshit.  i hate my job and want to just pick up and leave, nothing, nor anyone could want me to change my mind right now.  I feel so incompetent like i cant do anything right or say anything right. I am tired and tired of everyone and everything. I just cant stress that enough. 

Another day here in my life. I have a really cool friend at work and she has actually made it not so bad to work there anymore. We seem to get along really great. Now there are a few people that I work with that I can do with out. But the little issue with Guy has resolved its slef I think. He came into work lastnight and I told him that I had a ( Read more... )

The last time I wrote in here I was kind of happy. Well things havent been so great since then.  I havent been the happiest camper since last week, I have gone to work all either mad or sad,  I have almost all the people at work hate me or are mad at me, and I have even cried at work a couple times. I'm just not myself lately. Like the other day ( Read more... )

Talking to Adam really pisses me off. I tried changing my name count less times, but the bitch just wont change. I'm tired of waiting for him to come to me. So FUCK HIM!!!!!!!!!!!! (finally has a break down)(cries and cries) So this is the conversation between me and adam ( Read more... )

Lots of bullshit has happened since the last time I wrote in here. Lets see, I went looking for a job and filled out shit loads of Aps. Fun Fun I know. But I had a job with-in three days. Great for me that means money. I went home on Saturday to see my mom and go to my cousins party, and it seems an old friends boyfriend had come over to my house ( Read more... )

Seems like nothing in this world is as what it seems. I mean I have been at my dad's (real fathers) for the past couple weeks. It's been great and all but it seems like all I'm here for is to babysit. Which kinda sucks for me to think like that. Well I have pretty much moved down here. I see my nephew almost every day and watch him about that to. ( Read more... )

It's been a while since I have wrote in here and a lot of shit has happened since then. I have made a decision about the friends thing. I have thought about cutting off ties with alot of people. Well while I was up there I made my decision. I am cutting off ties with almost all of my friends. For one reason I am going back to school. Another I am ( Read more... )

You are a PRACTICAL LOVER.
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I should go out tonight

Get on with my life

Break these chains of solitued

With a little luck and a little help

I might even find myself

In the arms of someone new

CHORUS

Once you've loved somebody

It ain't that easy to do

Once you've loved sombody

Like I loved you

Look what you've gone and done

You've ruined everything for anyone

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