I have'nt been feeling very well the last couple of days. Last week I started to feel sick, then thursday morning felt like I was going to throw-up. Went to work on Friday and still felt like crap, did a whole bunch of stuff after work. Then Saturday when I work up in the morning I started throwing up. So I called off work and tried to get better ( Read more... )

So todayhas been an interesting day. Well actually since last time I wrote is when when I should start. So I got that job with this place, well its a really good job and all but there are some bad things. Let me list them; one: its about an hour away, and two: its only part-time (20-25 hrs). Now there are some good things like I get paid 8.10 an ( Read more... )

Nothing freally happening except that all 3 of my cars decided they were going on strike and all quit. BASTERDS!!!! As in before I went to Utah and it sucked. I got there on the TUESDAY 20th of June, went out to eat with my Auntie and my uncle David. (I really didn't know my uncle growing up cause he is only my half uncle but all in all he is a ( Read more... )

I just got back from Utah and that was about hell. I really hated it because everyone kept calling me and yelling at me. It sucked! I mean I loved spending time with my aunt, uncle, and grandma. But the whole fucking time I was there it was either I was crying or someone was yelling at me. I didnt even see my mother because she didnt want to see me ( Read more... )

I am going back to school for photography. I cant wait I love to take pictures and hope that I will be great at it. It is coming up on mine and adams two year anniversary. He and I have been talking about getting me a Jeep so he can have my car to drive to and from work cause if it goes that would not be a bad thing. I would rather my car go then ( Read more... )

It's been a while since I last wrote in here, and since then, more then I wish to addmit has gone wrong. First Adam and I had to move back in with his mother, my sister is going to court for her boyfriend's crap and may go to jail; get her kid taken from her; and has some medical problems; then my auntie is dying and I dont even have enough money ( Read more... )

I dont really remember what I wrote the last time I wrote in here. But the latest news is pretty much I have my crapy job and I really dont like what I do but thats life right? I haven't talked to one of my bestfriends in over six months. She has had alot going on and I would really love to talk to her. I just wish that she would call me because I ( Read more... )

Well I moved to Ohio and am now living with Adam. We are doing great and I am the happiest that I have ever been. We have good days and bad but all and all the good out weight the bad. So that's all I really have to say. Bye.

Theres nothing really to say about the past few weeks.  Nothing ever to really say about my life except that I have lost more weight. And I am looking better. That's about it.

ADAM

Life can't be so hard without you near

But I miss calling you my dear.

A soft kiss was left upon my lips

In your arms oh how I miss.

The might we met holds no regret

Your love, I did not expect.

How I felt upon that day

No sooner came my dissmay.

Never thought I'd love again

And in your arms I found just the man.

How our love did so grow

Why ( Read more... )