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new things
yup its all good now, i got someone that i really really care about and like... i really think me and amy are gona work out good, like... it didnt seem it at first but, now that things are gettin easier i think its gona be great! :-) yea so like im happy now and thats good, i just miss amy right now cause she went to her sisters house for 8 days so ( Read more... ) -
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i dont know anymore, people think im gona go out w\ charleen, not to be mean, but shes just a friend to me, i dont think i could do more, please dont take it the wrong way... but like i dont know if i want anyone right now, maybe just friends with people but i dont think i can do anything, i will still be there for everyone and help everyone out, i ( Read more... ) -
im not sure...
well... i dont know how things are going, but i know one thing is that i will always love her... nothing will change that... but like i dont know, all those things she said to me... about never wanting to go back out, or never wanting to be more than friends. all those words she said to me and all those times of being mean... yet i still love her ( Read more... ) -
my feelings
she was always there for me... she just always was there to make me happy, to brighten up my day, to just put a smile on my face. After all that she has done to me, i still stuck with her, some people said it was stupid, but, what if it was worth it, to stick around to see if it will all get better. i still love her but yet i dont think she knows. ( Read more... ) -
the way you are...
the way you are... it just made me so happy, the way you looked at me it just made me smile... i didnt know what to do when i wasnt around you. you were like the one thing that made me just ...me... i just close my eyes and let the whole thing just pass me by. i try not to think about letting go but sometimes its for the good. the things ive said ( Read more... ) -
im leaving
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changing... not clothes
well yet its changing again, things arent going so good with me and becca... but yet this time i dont know what im doing wrong :-( i dont know how to be good for her anymore. i know i shouldnt say this but sometimes i feel like i should be the one thats just like ... im sorry but i dont seem like u like me anymore i think we should just take a ( Read more... ) -
i think its all gettin better!
well i know i havent written in a while but its most likly because i was depressed and things were just not so good. But now, things are gettin so much better! im so happy lately and like becca and i are doing REALLY WELL. so thats a plus. other than that school is almost over! i cant wait till i get out of that shit hole of schenectady, i have no ( Read more... ) -
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dont matter anymore... i try and try but things never seem to get better...w\e i never seem to be a good enough b\f ... i hope things get better soon cause well... i cant take it, i just wanna be good for her! i just got to change... and i just need a chance
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SO HAPPY!!!
well, today is the 20th and im so happy, becca got grounded ... dont worry im not happy cause of that, u didnt let me finish! but i got to talk to her today! thats y im happy! lol but yea yesterday i got a new cell phone so if u wanna call me... my # is 495-7102 lol and i hope to see my baby soon cause i miss her! ummm shes being good now like she ( Read more... )