the way you are...
the way you are... it just made me so happy, the way you looked at me it just made me smile... i didnt know what to do when i wasnt around you. you were like the one thing that made me just ...me... i just close my eyes and let the whole thing just pass me by. i try not to think about letting go but sometimes its for the good. the things ive said to you just made joy in your mind that brang out the smile on ur face. im not sure what to do anymore without you... you say your happy without me, your happy that your single, but im not... next time i see your face it will just break my heart into more little pieces that will never heal back together. my feelings for you will never change, you were my first true love and thats the way it will always be. i feel like im falling farther away, falling farther away than i wanna be. you said you wanted to be friends but your ignoring me, its just funny, im just as lost as you, in the middle of nowhere, where things just are plain. i just wanted you to be happy, i wanted you to just be you. i treated you like a queen, gave you everything i could, everything you wanted, everything you needed, u named it i got it. now its just all gone, it just faded away, left me like the day i gave up on myself, now i have to get one of those 2 things back, and to me it seems like i wont be getting you back... so i got to move on with myself, move on to someone new, someone that will love me and i love them, but never will be as much as i loved you, my one and only love... moving on will be hard, when i always think about you but you are happy without me... so im sorry but...maybe it was just not ment to be... its just to hard to think like that... and wait for... to be forever alone again...