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my rabbit Thumper. i had him since i was in the 4th grade. he was my easter bunny. my present. today he was murdered. yes. a wild animal came into my backyard and tore him to pieces. he laid there with his insides out. blood all over the grass. flies all over the place. makes me angry and sad. sad bc i didnt get a chance to say anything to him. yea ( Read more... )

"Image Is Nothing, Lobsters Are Everything ( Read more... )

i may have a gambling problem.

"happy V day ( Read more... )

i think i have reached one of the lowest points of my weekend. cheers everyone!

should i be happy? should i be sad? im rather confused. life is hitting me hard... im not sure what to do. there's just something missing in my life; school is sucking, friends are OK, not the greatest, well except for the few. solo life ahead, i havent called anyone really, no one is calling me back, so i figure why should i call anyway? and that ( Read more... )

im in a confused state of mind. i dont know how i should feel right now. i just failed my econ class pretty much. it is an 8 week course so we got an entire semester's worth packed all in. i think i have bad time management. im not sure what the fuck is gonna happen. my desires for transferring to ucla is slowly diminishing. i can see myself ( Read more... )

ever since devin quit the band its been wierd. yes i had decided to take a break for the month of september. now september is over and im not sure if im ready to kick things back into gear. we still havent started auditioning people but there have been a few interests around. ive been drumming for my side band and its fun. this is the first band i ( Read more... )