you know whats been pissing me off? when you spend your sweet ass time to write a journal entry about whatever the hell is on your mind and then you got someone who comments on your post and says something like, "hey i noticed your profile and i see you like this and that, well why dont you join my little club here since your interests are similar ( Read more... )

who can you trust? who do u turn to? where can you go?

i had a somewhat eventful last 2 days.. well i guess whatever you wanna call it. yesterday i went to pep boys to get my flat tire fixed bc for the last 4 weeks ive been drving on a spare due to laziness. today im driving to school and notice my steering wheel is real tight and hard to control, by the time i get to school i realize i have a flat ( Read more... )

i hate girls. girls are stupid. not all but theres definitely one in my mind. waste my time and efforts. fuck. dont get near me, dont talk to me, dont even look at me. remember what goes around comes around. im glad im going camping to get away from all this bullshit. ahhhhh!

its been alright. i havent much to complain for the last few months. been working, making money, having fun... oh yes. much of the drama with shotgun is about over. joe has flown away like a swan flapping in the air. we are continuing PROJECT: NO CHALLENGE with whole new lineup with brand spankin new songs. Mint Condish (which is still my side ( Read more... )

its no fun anymore. its like poeple come over, theres all this anticipation for such a great meal and yes i admit the food is good, but what it is though is the people that come over. its like i really dont care about who they are and i dont want to entertain them but im kinda obligated to. then theres always the cousins that come over and take ( Read more... )

so this past week. i have realized the true meaning of friendship. i feel that i have pretty selfish lately. all i think about is whats best for me. i was stuck in wonderland and didnt want to wake up. i didnt bother to call any of my friends to say whats up or anything like that. i just wanted to be with her. to make things more complicated i soon ( Read more... )

i feel refreshed. rock climbing has yet to be the most mentally freeing activity i have taken part in. it feels damn good once you hit the top of the climb 70 feet off the ground. this week is awesome. spent alot of time with a friend with much more anticipation than i had thought. MintCondish is still recording, its going well. you can hear an ( Read more... )

i have come to the realization that you are never really over something. even if you say so. you just take your mind off of it for just a little while (or long while at that) before it comes back to torment your soul and feed your fire.

project: no challenge
ETA: december 2003
www.shotgunnochallenge.com

life isnt fair. life isnt good. life sucks. but you have only one.