Oct 01, 2003 11:14
ever since devin quit the band its been wierd. yes i had decided to take a break for the month of september. now september is over and im not sure if im ready to kick things back into gear. we still havent started auditioning people but there have been a few interests around. ive been drumming for my side band and its fun. this is the first band i really got to be a drummer for.. before that for the last 5 years ive ony been jamming with random people and myself. so its kinda cool. we might be playing a show at top fuel on the 25th. who knows?
i am sore as a mother fucker. also i have been taking rock climbing as a class at school. we go to Rockreation an indoor rock gym in west la. today will be my third day going in a row for i have just decided to buy my own equipment and membership. speaking of sore... on my right: 2 blisters on ring finger one is torn, one on index, one pinky, and two on my palm. left hand: a yucky one on my index, and one on my pinky. my right big toe has one the size of a dime that ripped off while climbing and my left big toe is the same but slighty smaller. and then i got a torn blister on my left heel. ok enough of that. i just figure im blistering now, so i wont be blistering down the road. oh yeah and that Joshua Jackson guy... i dont know if i got his name right dawsons creek and mighty ducks guy. he was at the gym too i wanted to totally confirm if it was him by talking to him but i didnt want to look stupid. and no i wasnt starstruck.
i hate school. i want to quit and wrk full time. i talked to my dad about it. he wasnt too stoked on that idea. but im barely keeping up partially cuz its hard and partially bc i have a lack of academic motivation. i can do anything good as long as it doesnt involve schoolwork. my dad said that if i want to pursue a rockstar career that i can but its gonna suck and life will be hard. i agree. he recommended me to do production work in the movie industry. finish JC go to ucla and get a BA. it sounds ok. i need to find work period. i have no job and the money i do have is barely enough to feed myself everyday.
friends these days.... well i feel like i have been living a somewhat solo life lately. i havent been calling people on a regular basis. ive just either been going to school, the gym, or home, and yes cacao but im not usually there to hang out as i am doing school work. on top of me not calling anyone... people havent really been calling me at the same time. so i figure they must be busy too or something i duno. i can manage. i have a busy life too. but hey if any of you are reading this.. call me. alright peace