my father passed away a week ago tomorrow. he was really sick and there was no hope of recovery. my brother, sister in law, mother and i made the decision to let him go. they put him on an intense amount of sedatives and pain meds so he was comfortable and took him off the ventilator. we went back in the room and watched him breathe his last ( Read more... )

right now, i feel terrible. this is a run down of my life ( Read more... )

so theres a month left in the semester. i'm doing pretty well in all of my classes except calculus. i'm taking principles of chem two, intro to psych, art history, research, and calculus one. plus i'm still working at krispy kreme. i'm hopefully going to be moving up, maybe. i supervise tomorrow, which should be interesting. i move back home in ( Read more... )

I feel like i only write in here when i'm super sad. and i feel like that right now. i had the worst day ever. maybe not ever, but it was bad. i woke up for work at three thirty, got changed, walked out the door and closed it without my keys. had to wake up my dad and get my keys. get to work, can't do math and make about two racks extra of ( Read more... )

i feel like i should really elaborate from my last entry. i received a phone call from roman telling me that a coworker of mine felt that there was a situation between him and i that was spurred on from another coworker who is good friends with roman and despises me. this other guy has talked a lot of shit about me and i just find it completely ( Read more... )

i absolutely hate drama. i can't stand it. it's the most useless thing ever. i hate that people find it necessary to cause drama. i hate that i'm the cause of everything, that i'm the reason. that i'm the fault. i hate this. i hate that i'm the one that everyone blames for everything. i'm tierd of it. i'm so tired of it. i can't take it anymore. i' ( Read more... )

i know i never write in here, but i feel it's necessary to update. i moved out of my house and to an apartment off campus with patty and amanda. i go to school at edinboro and still work full time. it's been hectic and longlonglong days, but that's okay. i purchased a car on my birthday in august, its a 2001 subaru legacy. i have awful credit, so ( Read more... )

i got home from bonnaroo yesterday. i had an amazing time, missed roman a whole bunch, but all in all it was so good. i saw so many acts, MGMT, tegan and sara, minus the bear, big sam's funky nation, willie nelson, bb king, chris rock, metallica, iron and wine, cat power, avett brothers, jack johnson, pearl jam, OAR, and death cab for cutie. i ( Read more... )

i leave tomorrow for bonnaroo. SO EXCITED. can't wait. watch it on the television station, fuse, friday night, saturday night, or sunday night. SUCKAS. see you when i get back, pictures included! <3

i got my acceptance letter to edinboro!! gosh, i'm so excited to go back to school!!