nothings resolved on the whole roman front. we started hanging out and talking again this past week. he keeps asking me 'when are we getting married?' and just dumb bullshit that makes me so mad. hahah. i don't know. its frustrating. i don't know what to do. i'm just kind of taking it all in stride, but i don't know how to react or really do ( Read more... )

so i just got home from the punchline/new found glory show at edinboro university. it was absolutely awesome. it just took me back to early highschool and how much i loved them. they played a lot from their sticks and stones album and their recent cover album. it was a lot of fun. and i love punchline. i went with my cousins, hannah and amelia ( Read more... )

a lot has happened in the past few weeks. car accident. lost my car. lost my license. roman dumped me. i feel absolutely empty inside. crushed. i try so hard with everything, and i just fail at each and every thing i attempt. and it sucks. so much ( Read more... )

it's three thirty in the morning ( Read more... )

awww. i love dogs. my mom is watching the dog show on tv. what a weirdo, but i cant help but 'aww' every time i see a commercial from pedigree. i hate the sad ones. anywaaaay. haha. a lot has been happening. i've been spending a LOT of time with roman. so inevitably, after much drama and coercion, i finally got him to ask me out. he had a lot of ( Read more... )

here i am ( Read more... )

so here i am. almost two in the morning. i can't sleep. i havent been able to sleep in a long time. i sleep for like a few hours and thats it. i feel like an insomniac. or maybe i am. who knows. i work. i eat. i sleep. i listen to music and i watch tv. thats my life. it's pretty sad and pathetic. but i'm okay with it. i figured out my life so far. ( Read more... )

i guess it should be time for me to update ( Read more... )

i bought my ticket for bonnaroo today. i am officially going with miss patty lillie in june to bonnaroo. i am so stoked for it. it'll be amazing. i have been wroking so much this past few weeks, and will continue to for awhile. lame, but thats okay. i'm just working hard to get money. im gonna take a little nap before i gotta go to work tonight.

im so nervous.

i leave in seven hours for chicago.

just finishing up packing.

wheee.