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so here i am. almost two in the morning. i can't sleep. i havent been able to sleep in a long time. i sleep for like a few hours and thats it. i feel like an insomniac. or maybe i am. who knows. i work. i eat. i sleep. i listen to music and i watch tv. thats my life. it's pretty sad and pathetic. but i'm okay with it. i figured out my life so far. i think. maybe. i'm going back to school. for environmental science. then go to grad school for marinebiology or astrobiology. so cool. i wish i had more friends that i could count on. i really need that. i need someone to talk to. someone thats not my fifteen year old cousins, or my ex who lives in virginia. my life is kinda pathetic.
wow i really didn't want this entry to be as emo and ridiculous as it's become.
i hope for a better day to come.
wow i really didn't want this entry to be as emo and ridiculous as it's become.
i hope for a better day to come.