I wish I could be more.

It's the same thoughts, the same thoughts, the same thoughts, the same thoughts. I would like to be able to leave it all behind and become whatever it is I'm supposed to become. Clearly who I thought I was, there's no room for now in the life I have. But the distance between then and now is just so big, so cavernous and dark, I just have no idea ( Read more... )

Me living alone in Philadelphia = :(

Me teaching 27 inner city kids in a Montessori classroom = :(

My best friend living across the Atlantic = :(

Me learning that things don't work out with that boy, no matter what = :(

Me being sick = :(

Me not knowing what to do with myself = :(

But:

Sex and the City the Movie = :)

All those memories = ( Read more... )

On August 8th, 2008 I'm driving a rented truck with all of my things across the country. I'm taking a job in Philadelphia. I just thought I'd let my el-jay peeps know right before I leave. I'm madly packing, so I don't have that much time to meet up, but if you really want to, message me and maybe we can work something out.

...mmm, debridement...

...ummm, so now I guess I have MRSA.

So if you live in America, apparently, you can't win. Just saying.

This describes my emotional state pretty aptly.

PlaceSo it seems now ( Read more... )

It's done, but not edited fully.

Eden IHunting milk-blue-light dusk down, I thrive ( Read more... )

I'm in love with Rufus Wainwright's voice. I don't care that he used to chase the crystal dragon. I just heard Poses. I don't have any of his stuff. Fix it.

I'm writing again. Boy, am I writing.