henceforth, i promise that i will cease all attempts to mastermind my relationship with my partner. i promise to stop pretending that i am strong when i'm weak. i promise to stop showing indifference when i should be concerned and worried. i promise to show more appreciation and to withhold my complaints. i promise to place my partner's happiness ( Read more... )

I feel like I'm in an endless cycle of heartbreak. I don't know how to show love very well, and when someone wants to show love to me, I push them away, only to realize what I had after they're gone for good :[

Today, I feel like dying. I can't take this pain.

I miss you, lil e.

i still think about you everyday. i hope you're thinking about me, too...

maybe you'll finally text or call me to catch up and plan a visit. until then, i miss you.

I've always had control issues, especially when it comes to sharing emotions and secrets. I avoid telling people what I'm thinking or feeling because I no longer have "control" over that information once it has been shared. I've always felt that sharing my thoughts and feelings makes me vulnerable and appear to be weak. I've always feared letting ( Read more... )

Please, be a good year.

It's all as fresh as day one... walking into FYE and trembling so nervously as I pointed out my favorite band's CD to you as we stood together by the rock section. I can't forget you.

These nights where I feel so alone and sad are all too frequent.

I've heard it said that those who enter our lives come because of fate, and that they're either a blessing or a lesson (and perhaps both at times). I've also heard it said that love is about appreciation and not about possession, that the latter can kill the very thing we love ( Read more... )