sooooo its been awhile since i posted on here right? yeah i do still do it sometimes.. meh.. what to post... ive been hella depressed lately. for alot of reasons. even did something that I WAS told was stupid(yes i know it was... dont get mad at me again please) that at the time numbed it down so.. oh well. but interesting thought here... the sound ( Read more... )

you shouldnt have told me that.. and yet i want to know more... god why didnt you fucking call me back... :( i know the next day you did and you told me you fell asleep but i dont remember any other part of our conversation... i was so out of it myself. and as its now saturday morning i wont be at work and you wont call me... if you dont call me ( Read more... )

wow.. so it's been ages since i posed an LJ entry... heh ( Read more... )

this song makes me sad and at the same time proud. brother ali really touched my heart as a father with this one.. especially as a divorced father... this and walkin away... *sighs* it fits me so fuckin nice... i just hate it... and at the same time i love it. oh well onto what i was gonna say ( Read more... )

i think my taste in hip hop is becoming a little more mainstream.. i blame my buddy gus.. cuz now its fun to sit and laugh with each other while goin WHO? MIKE JONES!!! although hes annoying the hell out of me to see if i cant find him a bootleg of that now... *sighs ( Read more... )

i got a new pc... and a sweet ass monitor to do my gaming on.. haha.

now the question is which will i use the monitor for the most... the pc or the gaming.. as if thats even a question... HD GAMING BABY!


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so this is how my life is currently going.... on thursday.. me and los went to get some wood for him to burn.. we borrowed my dads truck and everything went well... except for the fact that when i turned onto my road on my way back home.. the truck just stopped going but the speedometer never went back to 0 unless it was turned off... instant james ( Read more... )

Xavier has pneumonia or however you spell it... great fucking time for him to have that huh.

boo@my car. it cost me $550 to get it out of the shop... BOO! Water Pump + Battery + Timing Belt + Tow = $550? THE FUCK OUTTA HERE ( Read more... )

im on my 12th hour of drinking now... wow... im not even drunk... but i keep drinking ( Read more... )