In a lot of ways, I miss the old lj. And when I mean by that, is that I miss when this place was thriving and alive and full of activity. This place was like a hub full of people and a built in community and ways to get into built in communities but also being able to be able to express yourself without feeling... what's the word. Constricted. You ( Read more... )

"Yasha, we shouldn't be doing this here," Pavel panted in protest to Jim's mouth on his neck ( Read more... )

"Because I wanted to ( Read more... )

For the last couple of weeks, I've had this on/off feeling about writing. Like I feel like I'm not good enough and there's other people who could do it better and even though I LOVE reading and made it a habit, reading some people's stuff just made me feel even sadder. Like wtf! It was plenty horrible ( Read more... )

Earlier today I was feeling pretty good. I was in a creative zone. I started getting some pics for my graphics making later this week, and tried out mind mapping to see if it would help me with my plotting stories. It did. I figured out some big plot hurdles for a story I was working on and now it feels more engaging and less blah and obvious ( Read more... )

So Star Trek Beyond was not only a great movie but it gave my ship life, it helped give new blood into my ship, it allowed two official cast members to pretty much admit they are fans of that ship, and now there are new FIC tropes/ideas too just within the last day itself. HOLY SHIT ( Read more... )

It's been so long since I've actually interacted in a fandom much less gotten positive reviews on fics. Yes, when I got lovely reviews on my Librarians fics, it was very heartwarming but I was very secure in my ability to write because it was in the realm of stuff I have written and published online before ( Read more... )

So in the last three months, something in my head clicked and I have been writing a LOT more now. Partly because I've been inspired, partly because I've made some realization on how to write certain things now, and partly because I've gotten some friends in fandom that have encouraged me, motivated me, and liked some of the stuff I have written ( Read more... )

I wrote a drabble for Star Trek. This could be good for TOS or AOS but it's 1) finished and 2) I like it so I am going to post it. It's officially the second fic for this part of Trekdom that I've finished, so I want to post it up. It's a gen piece, and could either just be Spones (Spock/McCoy) or McSpirk pre-slash but it's just gen. I might make ( Read more... )

So, I was looking at the Star Trek Into Darkness Kink Meme, and I saw this prompt which referenced something that's been circulating on tumblr. And I wrote about it, though I still have to ask the prompter if femmeslash is ok. Anyhow, I finished it, but it has the potential to have more in the series, but it's just so light hearted, cute, and fun, ( Read more... )