so the damn hurricane was a waste of time. i mean i lovedddd the rain, but i thought it was gonna be worst ? oh well :)

i*m gonna make my journal friends only, starting now because i don't feel like writing how i feel to the whole wide world anymore .

so if you wanna be added or something, just comment & stuff :)

<3

so screw whatever my last entry said about things finally looking up. just when you think that things are finally gonna be okay something happens to totally f`ck things up . with everything!

my dad being in & out of the hospital doesn't help any at all . sunday night was the worst night of my life ;( i really dont wanna go into detail ... but it ( Read more... )

thursday night we went to barrock :) i had funn ` i*m glad i went - can't waiiit for next thursday. aside of some drama that went down w/ the guys & me locking erika's car keys in her car. it was fun `

no joke , pop-a-lock needs to make they*re service faster. we got to isaiah's at the end of the night & i realized i locked erikas keys in her car ( Read more... )

i`m tired of the lies
i`m tired of the truth
to be honest, i`m tired of YOU!!!

haha . verry nice *

barrock w/ the girls tonight perhaps :)

<3

thing have been getting a little better lately. well since i last updated. i*ve been feeling a bit better. i talked to my mom about things, i cried - but i think she got my point & where i*m coming from. so hopefully things will get better soon w/ that.

other things -- i`m totally fine w/ the fact that we no longer speak.  everything happens for a ( Read more... )

so i hope everyone's 4th of july was good :] mine was ... okay i guess ? i really wanted to make it to sara's little shin-dig at her house, but i was w/ the family instead, since things w/ them haven't been the BEST lately .

today i really didn't do much - my mom woke me up cuz she had to get some stuff ready for the bridal shower on saturday. my ( Read more... )

So fall back on all of your premonitions
And just learn to listen
To those that have more wisdom than you
And just stop
Putting so much stock
In all of this stuff
Live your life for those you love

And I’m still waiting for
You to be the one I’m waiting for

Something tells me that this is going to make sense
Something tells me it’s going to take patience
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this weekend was a lot of fun.

friday we hung out at alex's at needless to say there was a lot of stoner people . lol ;) we met priss' friend valerie from mission - she is soo much fun. she fit in w/ us just perfect!

saturday i had a volleyball game real early & we lost to mission veterans - in like 30 minutes ? lol . i came home got ready & went ( Read more... )

yesterday and today were quite funn if i might say :)

yesterday (monday) - i woke up early for open gym and did our workout. i came home and i swore to myself that i wasnt gonna take a nap so i could go to sleep a little early, but it didn't happen. lol * i took a long nap and woke up. erika called and told me to get ready cuz eric invited us to go ( Read more... )