i`m pissed cuz you came around ..
so screw whatever my last entry said about things finally looking up. just when you think that things are finally gonna be okay something happens to totally f`ck things up . with everything!
my dad being in & out of the hospital doesn't help any at all . sunday night was the worst night of my life ;( i really dont wanna go into detail ... but it was bad - the worst shit ever. having someone that means soooo much tell you they don't care about you is a big slap in the face .. i didn't know what to think or what ? and then everything i had to see ;[ damnit .
w/ all this going on my brother's wedding is on saturday ;[
i hate you!
thanks erika for being here for me these past couple of days, it really means alot . i couldn't ask for a better bestfriend.
w/ that said -- till next time ;(
<3