I feel so bad for Sam. I love and care about her, but not like she wants me to, and it hurts to watch her hurt like I did. The voice she had last night had no hope in it, I was scared she was going to kill herself. She told me she was going to get back with Joe, though didn't sound like she was happy about it. She's just scared of being alone for ( Read more... )

What do you do when a girl you dated whom had sex with some one else and broke your heart, played mind games with you causing you to be put on medication and see a shrink, asks if you would ever want to get back with her ( Read more... )

Ok so today started out pretty good, I took my driver's test, passed, got my license and everything ( Read more... )

So before I lay myself down to sleep I thought I would take a look at last summer. Quite depressing really, I was a much better person then. Things this summer have lost their innocence, and I'm still not over it ( Read more... )

You expect a person to call you when they say they are going to call you....

I can't tell if she's lying to me or not anymore.

It's hard to imagine how much of myself I've lost to one person, which isn't entirely lost.

But I'll be damned if she hasn't made me more pissed off and depressed at the same time.

Ok so today i've done nothing really except eat eat and eat. I've never eaten this much before unless i was stoned. Now granted i did smoke a little resedue, but i didn't feel that much. Also, maybe I need to eat this much to help me gain weight so I don't look like a holocost survivor ( Read more... )

Dig this peoples ( Read more... )

This is the second live journal I've had. Really only took it because I wanted to be apart of my friends' community. Rock on!