Old Journal Entries
So before I lay myself down to sleep I thought I would take a look at last summer. Quite depressing really, I was a much better person then. Things this summer have lost their innocence, and I'm still not over it.
Tis here for my future self I'd like to remind you what you have done this summer (and those interested that have been able to find this journal other than online friends)
0: Sam's grandma calls you, asking why me and Sam broke up when she was just shitfaced and wouldn't explain it to me..
1: Sam left you for some one else no matter what other bullshit reason she gave you; she left because of Joe
2: Sam states she is still in love with you but also falling in love with Joe
3: Sam fucked Joe, and you lost it and hit her and strangled her, and ayep. Also called Renee this night completely drunk.
4: Lost it, slashed your arm, cried to Sam for help.
5: Drank a bottle of cough syrup had a nice trip
6: Took Sam up on her offer of leaving Joe to make me happy ;did not work
7: overdosed on Painkillers, about 30 or so of random pills
8: Started smoking; about a week later, drinking
9: Asked stupid questions, found out Joe was better than you
10: slowly stopped talking to Sam, returned eachothers stuff.
11: Heard that she fucked him multple times, first time WHILE we were going out.
12: Before talking to her sober, I got completely shitfaced, threatened to kill her and Joe and her friends that very night; scared her for a day; apologized the next day.
That's my summer summary. I'd like to see my teachers' faces when they asked what i did this summer.
Tis here for my future self I'd like to remind you what you have done this summer (and those interested that have been able to find this journal other than online friends)
0: Sam's grandma calls you, asking why me and Sam broke up when she was just shitfaced and wouldn't explain it to me..
1: Sam left you for some one else no matter what other bullshit reason she gave you; she left because of Joe
2: Sam states she is still in love with you but also falling in love with Joe
3: Sam fucked Joe, and you lost it and hit her and strangled her, and ayep. Also called Renee this night completely drunk.
4: Lost it, slashed your arm, cried to Sam for help.
5: Drank a bottle of cough syrup had a nice trip
6: Took Sam up on her offer of leaving Joe to make me happy ;did not work
7: overdosed on Painkillers, about 30 or so of random pills
8: Started smoking; about a week later, drinking
9: Asked stupid questions, found out Joe was better than you
10: slowly stopped talking to Sam, returned eachothers stuff.
11: Heard that she fucked him multple times, first time WHILE we were going out.
12: Before talking to her sober, I got completely shitfaced, threatened to kill her and Joe and her friends that very night; scared her for a day; apologized the next day.
That's my summer summary. I'd like to see my teachers' faces when they asked what i did this summer.