Sep 02, 2004 21:16
I feel so bad for Sam. I love and care about her, but not like she wants me to, and it hurts to watch her hurt like I did. The voice she had last night had no hope in it, I was scared she was going to kill herself. She told me she was going to get back with Joe, though didn't sound like she was happy about it. She's just scared of being alone for the rest of her life.
But ya know, I'm hopeful for her. Shes been through hell through most of her life, and has hurt just as much, if not more than, me for mistakes she has made. I hope she can get over me and be happy with the rest of her life, while we still stay friends. Time heals all wounds, right?
Please lord, oh mighty lord, help her. People don't deserve to feel this bad for long periods of time. Please, I never ask for many favors, and I do not deny your exsistance, I just choose to have a different relationship than others. I forgave her for what she did to me, just do me this and I'll have new respect for you. Please.