i feel horrible. god, will you help me lean on you? i realise i can't do this on my own. the friends you give me have blessed me abundantly, but they can only spare that much time and be that patient with me. in any case YOU should be my one and only foundation. help me to turn to you, to trust in you, your grace and your mercy. like mark says, ( Read more... )

i sit in a haze of medicated oil in the hopes of soothing the throbbing sensation in my head. the headache stems from the shoulders. It moves- a jolt of pain up my neck threading to my temple. its caused by the neanderthal slouch i've developed pouring over books at a dimly lit table. i feel like i've studied for hours, more than i've ever studied ( Read more... )

'to sin even as he lavishes each breath on us'

dear god, help me not to rebel against you. help me to remember your mercy and lovingkindness everytime I am tempted to sin. i want to love you lord, and to live a life worthy of you. in jesus' name, amen.

psyche up bobo! stay awake! public law can't be THAT boring ( Read more... )

I like being busy. I like being challenged. For some really warped reason, I have this sado-masochistic tendency to overload and stretch myself. It makes me feel like life's fufilling. Immersing myself into my music gives me a sense of satisfaction I can't get anywhere else. Dancing makes me feel, if at least for a brief moment, like I'm high just ( Read more... )

I am really truly happy, and its so hard to ever experience such true euphoria I had to pen it down. Today has been one of the greatest days- musical rehearsal in the morning involving the 2 things I love best: performing/singing and rubbing shoulders with people who love doing it as much as I do. Jean and Ian are such an absolute joy to work with ( Read more... )

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Its one in the morning and despite my protests that I don't suscribe to all this superfluous nonsense about new year resolutions and what not, I still succumb to peer pressure. Here's how 2007 went for me as a whole. OR rather, here's what selectively comes to mind as I reflect about the year ( Read more... )

So all my army mates have gone to bed, my girlfriends are up reading mckenzie law books and what not and I don't really want to be a source of distraction. My headache won't let up, and for some logic defying reason staying awake has made my temperature drop a little... thought I'd muse a little online ( Read more... )

I love it when he ( Read more... )