airband today was good. everything is working out really well, which makes me happy ( Read more... )

my last entry i was kinda bitter..but im not anymore ( Read more... )

today was decent and then fucking tonight just sucked. after OC and girls night cause that was fun.

i hate fake people, i seriouslly can't stand it. one of the most important things in my life is not being fake..and i cant handle when people pretend like not fake, but really they are. im not talking about MDC, but other people.

i dont work this ( Read more... )

today i didn't go to school cuz i was sick. except i didn't want shelty to think i didn't do the project so i went to lunch and then to turn it in. it was really hot and the sun just made me feel more sick ( Read more... )

me and cass went to joshs today. :-D ( Read more... )

well, when bad weekends happen, theres always josh.

josh was super super savvy today. hes always good to me, and never lets me down. i love that i can depend on him. and like i love it how only certain few people know josh, so not everyone jocks like i do.teehee.

cass is cuta when she plays me songs that remind me of froshie year. gooooood times ( Read more... )

everything happens for a reason--whats meant to be will be...i guess?

i guess i should listen to my own advice since im always saying that. i guess i just basiclly have really bad karma, because karma kicked my ass today. i hate being in situations like this. im really good at closing people off and never letting them back. and i havent yet ( Read more... )

do you know how long ive waited?
to look up from below,
just to find someone like you?
and will your love light burn me baby?
burn a hole right through my heart

i think i might just trust you, maybe
but im not sure
im not sure i wanna know

scratch that shit.

i hate having trust in people when they continually let me down.

oh by the way, its really ( Read more... )

school is overrated. i have this horrible cough thing and it hurts and sucks and so i left after third period today. i went tanning and got lunch. it turns out stabe and ambie didnt go to school either ( Read more... )

nicole is currently trying to have cyber sex with me. it grosses me out.

this weekend..was pretty weak. except all the girls found their dresses for formal (well a lotta the girls) and i found my lovely date. and i got my dress. the rain needs to go away. i bailed on work. and the chargers lost. boo.

school, airband, formal stuff, work, friends ( Read more... )