Jan 18, 2005 22:27
me and cass went to joshs today. :-D
so ummm formal stuff is getting done, and its not by me..YEY.
were gonna get a buncha fatty rooms at a nice hotel downtown. and its not too expensive. if everyone pitches in, it could be like 6 connected rooms. it will be outta controlioooooo..
today as cass and i were coming home, i started getting intense coughs. and then, i had to pull over and throw up like 13198312812381 times and 12831908231831283 weird shapes. it was no fun and i hate being sick.
boo for english work..but what i just need to realize is that its alll gonna pay off..becuase im for sure planning to leave SD for college. and that will be awesome because the people in my life who are my real frieneds (MDC) will still be there..and the good times and the good people will be flowing. and i can get away from the meaningless crap that patrick henry entales. highschool is just a time to grow up and learn from stupid mistakes and i think i've learned from others' stupid mistakes enough to be ready to get outta this hell.
im ready to move on to this stuff thats important in life. sure the people i've met in HS are important (well, some)..but im over the meaningless crap. i just want all the frivilous BS out and the fun times to never stop. the only part of highschool i enjoy is the stupid shit that is really fun with my friends. im never dissapointed by the times we have together, which keeps me sane but im ready for all 16 of us to move on and move out and do it all together.
realizing that next year, half of the MDC is gonna be gone, makes me wanna cry like hard effing core.
stabe's birthday is gonna be super fun..were gonna get a limo for a night and do fun stuff..yey
i think for my birthday or around my b-day my parents are gona be outta town, so im just gonna have like a semi-party with all the friends and like not random dorks and stuff. it will be fun cause gay faggys wont be invited and no one will have to get beat up and stuff.
today was surpisingly good. i forgot how good i am at relying on myself. and i saw joel numerous times and his cute ass makes me happy.
nitte nittee friends.
savvy mix time <33333