Jan 17, 2005 00:21
everything happens for a reason--whats meant to be will be...i guess?
i guess i should listen to my own advice since im always saying that. i guess i just basiclly have really bad karma, because karma kicked my ass today. i hate being in situations like this. im really good at closing people off and never letting them back. and i havent yet decided if thats approtriate for the situation.
you know when you get that feeling like you just gotta be sick and you cant eat...yeah so that was me all day.
i hate hate hate when people make promises they cant keep, or say there gonna do something and they dont..and all of that at once just kept on happening. im not good at forgetting or forgiving...but maybe that will change.
when everything goes shitty, i guess i know who my friends are. MDC i love you.
how come today felt like the longest day ever? its okay though, im better then all of this right? i know i am. im better then shit and im better then being lied to. i didnt deserve any bullshit like this. i hate fake people. i hate fake words.
mean what you say, and say what you mean.
a static lullaby is love <3333..
take this for what its worth, this song...
my smile
i write to you from hell my song leaving the foot against the gas and the wall that must have said your name,
weaken you from nothing you can say can stop this now,
would a noose replace his lips?
can a song replace a broken heart?
can a song replace a broken love?
on the beach i remind myself how holding hands is so powerless,
tonight i dont even have the stars to hold on to...
paint this red...
her picture will remain unbroken she cries tonight i fall in love...
white beach tear away with sand paper tonight im not alone...
i just wanna get your fucking voice out of my head...