i have a tumblr now.
http://philistinedreams.tumblr.com/
bye livejournal

unsatisfied with my last entry, i sit here, my eyes wet, still-my thoughts overwhelming as i twirl the ends of my braids-braids braided frantically to hide hickies-hickies you'd think an older man risking as much as he is, would try to avoid making. here i am, still twirling, still thinking, thinking about how stupid it is to bruise someone you ( Read more... )

you are such an intelligent man, how could you make yourself sound so ignorant the way you do? how could you use words like "faggot" and "pervert" to describe anyone, let alone someone i love? i am hardly gay and i am certainly not righteous, but i have been pushed so far this time that i am actually starting to think you might be the only person i ( Read more... )

i am supposed to save save save but i just want to buy buy buy. i bought this beautiful out of season, half-priced, ben sherman dress from style rocket today. i will not make any mention of how awkward it was that someone i was with got caught stealing; i will just try to forget it. >_< i also bought a sweater at nostalgic nonsense that i feel was ( Read more... )

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i watch as my sister sprays the chlorasceptic into her throat with such ease. but i am not brave as she. maybe tomorrow, i can't speak. past present past present future progressive. my subjects and verbs hardly ever agree...when will i delete this... i never even have anything to say

michael

architecture is so romantic, and i don't even believe in romance ( Read more... )

the last day of highschool was nothing like i'd imagined, nor was the first day of real point pleasant summer. i figured awkward goodbye hugs and yearbook signings and pretending you'll miss everyone you always hated. instead i bounced around like a marionette guided by a most peculiar fellow ( Read more... )

i want YOU for a mixed media project. i need to gather about 150 photobooth frames for this. bring a prop, a friend, a bunch of friends, or just your beautiful shining faces. nudity/obscenity is encouraged but not required. seeing as this is NOT A MACBOOK PHOTOSHOOT but rather a task that will end up costing me some serious dough, i cannot offer ( Read more... )

you were fifteen and stupid ( Read more... )

everyone is just so fucking horrible to me. i haven't felt like this in a while, really. i'm sick of the people here trying to bring me down, everyone trying to outdo one another. i just can't wait to leave. i can think of 2, maybe three people that i actually feel motivated to keep in touch with. and fuck it forget it this summer? i'll be the only ( Read more... )