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i am supposed to save save save but i just want to buy buy buy. i bought this beautiful out of season, half-priced, ben sherman dress from style rocket today. i will not make any mention of how awkward it was that someone i was with got caught stealing; i will just try to forget it. >_< i also bought a sweater at nostalgic nonsense that i feel was, a little over-priced, but i guess someone has bills to pay. besides, the doctor told me i've lost fourteen pounds, so maybe i owe myself a little something that isn't a donut. I ONLY SUFFER FOR FASHION. in surf taco belmar a bunch of yuppies stared and whispered and kind of sort of blatantly mocked me. luckily i've been controlling my "fuck you" attitude and tried ignoring them. i gave them a few dirty looks and, through the window as we left, stuck out my pudgy middle finger. i KNOW i am different, did you think that i was so out of touch with the world that i thought polyester dresses and glasses would impress you? because that is hardly what i aim to do. and i realize what a hypocrite i am, but when i see something that i don't understand i try to pretend not to notice, at least.

in other news, tonight we meet in the green room of the ocean county library to discuss london. maybe i will nap until 5.