bryan and i finally have a song other then melodies of life. i love it to death. it so rocks the socks here it is and chris did an awsome job singing it last night at rachel's party!
HIM The Funeral Of Hearts lyrics

Love's the funeral of hearts

And an ode for cruelty

When angels cry blood

On flowers of evil in bloom

The funeral of hearts

And a plea for ( Read more... )

why do i have to be so fat???? i hate myself so much and i never want to buy clothes again...kill me now please...... 

i'm done with college. i really don't care anymore. i tired of disappointment. and my head is killing from this migraine that i have had for the past three days. i'm done with college. i'm done with musical theater. i'm gonna go to necco and then just leave with bryan for japan and get the fuck away from here.i'm so tired of being here. living in ( Read more... )

things have been crazy. today was fun with bryan and jenn. we got yokohamas. and that yummy. then went to the mall and saw jessie and then hung out at love sac, saw randy, nick, and chris and then we stayed there until the mall closed. we snuck into get a pet and acted like crazy maniacs bryan and jenn went to go get a soda and it took them awhile ( Read more... )

i'm home now from my audition. today didn't go so well. i don't really want to talk about it. i just know that i am really disappointed in myself. After les miserables is over i am done musical theater i don't want to do it anymore. i'm just going to do psychology. i'm not meant to be on broadway. so yeah most of the day sucked. and my dad was ( Read more... )

well i guess that i'll update. well it's 230 in the fucking morning and robyn is still awake because she is a dumbass and never sleeps. yeah so drivers ed is finally ever. i'm done with the asshole. i got my green card which in new hampshire that means that all i have to do is take my test for my license and i'm done and can move on with my life. ( Read more... )

i really want this stupid picture this to work it is giving me such a hard time.grrrrrrr.
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well things have been really crazy. like usual lately.i'm wide awake right now and i know i'm not gonna sleep but that's ok.so this is what's been going on.been really upset. talked to ms.dewey. she talked to mr.charette and he called me out of shop to talk to me. he first talked to me about my character and then it go to how he knows i have things ( Read more... )

my audition is on the 26th for nyu and i'm not even ready. i already know i'm not gonna get in so i guess it doesn't make a difference. i have to sing 3 songs and memorize 2 monlogues. i am never going to be able to do it. i'm having a heart attack because i am supposed to sing at a funeral today this morning and i have no clothes to wear because i ( Read more... )

sometimes i hate myself so much that i can't stand it anymore. i feel like a friggen nut case. my head is all retarded and messed up. i wonder if this will ever go away and let me live without such disappointment in myself.well anywhoo on a happier note i have a puppy and she kicks your puppies ass!! woohoo gothika hooperfoot! so yeah today was ( Read more... )