Woke up from a dream that he was here. That his base was in Michigan and he could be home on the weekend. My dream was the first time he was able to be home, but I had to go to work so our time was limited. It's got a bit freaky haha I missed his body so much and we got rather intimate.. Or tried to. Then his mom came downstairs so we stopped til ( Read more... )

Trying to fall asleep and I remembered the way you would come up behind me and hug me. I miss that.

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I woke up late today and wasn't able to attend the noon showing of Safe Haven, so Mom and I went to the one at 3:35pm at AMC. It was really good! More suspenseful than it was a tear-jerker. Boy did it make me miss Donnie, though. Mom had read the book prior to watching it and she said the book was better, so I'm glad I didn't read it first ( Read more... )

Last night I cried a tiny bit when I was trying to fall asleep because I learned I really need to be touched. Like a lot. I never went longer than a couple days without his touch and when he did touch me, it was always reassuring that he was in my life and comforting. It gave me a safe feeling.

Come home soon bb so you can soothe my soul.

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Today was pretty good. I woke up and hung out with Ate Belay and Abigail. I always love hanging out with her because we can just open up about everything. We can both vent about the mutual people in our lives. And I can open up to her about Dom. It's always nice. Don't worry bb, nothing bad. I was all excited to tell her about our future plans and ( Read more... )

So I told him how I felt in my last post and panic runs through me, scared he's going to be mad. And he replies "oh so silly, they all dikes" or something. It was hilarious. And it made me miss him. And it made me miss how he is always so good at making me smile and laugh, especially when I tell him something that bothers me or something that ( Read more... )

Thursday was a very, very sad day in the history of Best Buds. At 5:35am, I arrived at his house and dropped him off to the airport. I wish I had known how quick he would have checked in his luggage and passed the line at security because then I wouldn't have left him so quickly. I would have waited until the last minute. I should have parked. But ( Read more... )

It's rough. It reminds me when I left for the PI while I was dating my ex. So much had happened over that month; I changed, he changed, we hardly spoke to each other due to limited internet availability/phone minutes while I was there. I came home and that's when I knew he and I weren't meant to be ( Read more... )

Last night, when I was getting my stuff ready to leave his house, he's all like, "You're so cute ( Read more... )

Ok, I'm only going to vent this so it's out of my system. There's this huge part of me that hates how I feel about this particular thing. It literally kills me inside. I'm usually able to drown out these worthless feelings that only put a negative strain on my life, but I just gotta get this off my chest so I can breathe a bit easier ( Read more... )