I just miss you, that's all. And to be frank, I'm pretty nervous to see you. What if you don't remember how to love me or if you forget how much you do?

I don't know what changes to expect from you other than your hair being super short.

Just be normal ok?

I wonder if I'll have changed, too.

This is actually stressing me out.

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... and then BOOM. Hits me like a wave. I'm reminded of how much I miss him. And far away we are. And how much I'm changing without him. And how much he's changing without me. And how much we don't get to talk to each other. And how scared I am of how it will be when he gets back because maybe we'll be too completely different people. Cue *tears ( Read more... )

Ok, I'm only going to vent this so it's out of my system. There's this huge part of me that hates how I feel about this particular thing. It literally kills me inside. I'm usually able to drown out these worthless feelings that only put a negative strain on my life, but I just gotta get this off my chest so I can breathe a bit easier ( Read more... )

He told me today that I make him really happy.

Ugh then we played LOL.

Sad face :(

Love is a choice. It is the choice to stick with someone even after you fall out of "that feeling". Feelings come and go and come back again. But to be in love is to commit to someone, to tell them that you want to be there. To love someone is to accept them for who they are, especially after 3 years. This really kills me because it's been over 3 ( Read more... )

Well, it finally came out. The truth. I told him how Bryan had made a pass at me and made me feel uncomfortable. I told him how, now that I look at it, it looked like Bryan was scheming to break us up.

Dom is suspicious as to why I would hide it from him for the past couple months. First of all, he made a pass at me last month. The other time that ( Read more... )

So what the hell. I was trying to have a calm, mature conversation regarding the things I've been holding inside for the past two weeks and he totally took it the WRONG way.

The ideal way I would have wanted it to go:
N: How do you feel about our relationship so far? [This is how I wish I started the conversation]

D: It's going well, it was a little ( Read more... )

Lay my head down and my eyes pour out like a river ( Read more... )

Comes down as quick as it goes up. Maybe even quicker. And it shocked me. Not in a good way ( Read more... )

It was a good day until he said "I would have went home when Al went home". Wow. Sorry you totally took our time together for granted after not having been able to see you for a few days. Damn. And this was right after I told him, "I wanted to drive you so I could spend even a few more minutes with you". So much for having tact ( Read more... )