_lotus_blossom

Oh yea, and all this stuff too.

_lotus_blossom_ Jan 11, 2008 18:20

Yea, I'm probably going to make a new journal. I can't really stand to see the other journal entries. Not because I think it's gross or disgusting or whatever, I just really feel like I'm not her anymore. I still have my hangups, but for fuck's sake I'm happy. Unlike
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omg, I don't even look like any of my user pics anymore

_lotus_blossom_ Jan 11, 2008 17:45

in fact, the most recent one was taken before I turned 21. quite a while before. I know I said that I was deleting this, and maybe most of you have already taken me off of your lists. I never got around to it. Occasionally I read some people's journals. I was just reading Shelby's and I'm bored, so I thought I'd update. I don't really know what to ( Read more... )

the end of an era

_lotus_blossom_ Oct 09, 2007 12:46

I think I'm going to delete this. I never check it anymore and I'm too old to bitch to the WWW in hopes that someone, somewhere will be all "oooh, I am soo sorry, Jes". (No offense to my friends that still have this.)

So this is goodbye.

Have a nice life, livejournal.

I have a neeew cam-er-ahh. It is PINK

_lotus_blossom_ Aug 23, 2007 16:29

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mmmmhm.

_lotus_blossom_ Aug 20, 2007 00:25

So. uhm, pop-up add for porn. yea, the penis offically grosses me out. the stupid title/category/whatever that I am now going to associate myself with is lesbian. I'll let you know when the sight of a penis doesn't make me want to throw up.

P.S.
Sorry, mens.

cuddle buddy. do want.

_lotus_blossom_ Aug 13, 2007 11:15

uh yea...so I think I'm gay. I'm sticking to the category Bi, since I'm not sure yet and that's what I *have* been sure about in the past. I had a dream about kissing some beautiful girl my brain made up and I can't get it out of my head. Of course, the fact that I couldn't get girl kisses out of my head all night last night was probably *why* I ( Read more... )

gaydar, bi, lessssboooo, dream about a girl

weeeeee!

_lotus_blossom_ Jul 20, 2007 03:20

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You know what's fucking great?

_lotus_blossom_ Jul 17, 2007 13:24

My mother drank "a lot of" (her measurement) vodka last night and was asleep before 9pm, when I got home. She woke up around 3:20am, was apparently still drunk and started crying to me about all sorts of shit. DO NOT DRINK WHEN YOU'RE SO DEPRESSED, WOMAN. She's fucking stupid. "oh, no, I'm not...I don't" what? you're not that kind of drunk? well ( Read more... )

newnewlayout!

_lotus_blossom_ Jul 15, 2007 07:04

new layout!

Drama in the Condyles Family.

_lotus_blossom_ Jul 15, 2007 01:24

My dad called and we talked for a long time; probably the longest, deepest conversation we've ever had. I feel so much better.