The other night Bobby and I had the worst fight we've ever had. We said a lot of really mean things..... most of which we should have never let happen. I take full responsibility for my actions and apologized for them. And nothing good came out of that pointless night except for the fact that we were able to forgive eachother. Worst part about a ( Read more... )

Last night was hell. The pain was horrible. I cried myself to sleep at 4am. I couldn't catch my breath and the only thing I could do was hate my life for the moment. I woke up this morning at 5am ....crying. I literally couldn't get out of bed. So I called my teacher and told her my situation and luckily she understood. She has ruematoid [sp?]  ( Read more... )

It's still raining outside.. It's been raining forever ( Read more... )

So it's a New Year and a reason to start off fresh. I made it through the year avoiding the people I no longer want in my life, but think of often. I know I'm a better person because of it. I've learned a lot and I plan on learning more this year. I want to work on not procrastinating. I know without it, I could do so much more with myself. I need ( Read more... )

Christmas was pretty amazing. It was drama-free and easy going. I was happy with all the presents I bought everyone and I was overwhelmed with my gifts ( Read more... )

I saw Justin for the first time tonight in months and months and months ( Read more... )

I couldn't sleep last night. So I went through a ton of old pictures that I left here at my mom's house ( Read more... )

I love being on the other side of the brick wall I have between Sarah and I ( Read more... )

I can't  wait for Christmas this year ( Read more... )

Bobby's Christmas Party turned out to be better than I anticipated ( Read more... )