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I can't wait for Christmas this year.
Every morning I wake up excited that it's closer. I don't know what it is.
I just want to give and make everyone happy.
I want to be more giving than ever. I want to help.
Something about being home for christmas makes me feel like a kid again.
I'm going to try and do things differently in 2008.
A lot different. I'm going to be a nicer person, I need to be before I lose everything I care about.
I need to not procrastinate.
And do things because I want to do them and not because I have to.
I want to be there more for people. And accept my position in life.
I want to feel the pain I have and be happy still.
I want to not blame this all on myself, and just let it be.
I feel refreshed. Like something has finally come over me.
Nice.nice.
Every morning I wake up excited that it's closer. I don't know what it is.
I just want to give and make everyone happy.
I want to be more giving than ever. I want to help.
Something about being home for christmas makes me feel like a kid again.
I'm going to try and do things differently in 2008.
A lot different. I'm going to be a nicer person, I need to be before I lose everything I care about.
I need to not procrastinate.
And do things because I want to do them and not because I have to.
I want to be there more for people. And accept my position in life.
I want to feel the pain I have and be happy still.
I want to not blame this all on myself, and just let it be.
I feel refreshed. Like something has finally come over me.
Nice.nice.