SWEET JESUS ( Read more... )

Following Dan and Kaitlyn's posts:

List 5 Things You Are Thankful For This Turkey Day

1. My Mother....She's been my back bone thru so much of what i've been thru this year
2. My Family....with out them there's no telling who i would be today
3. My Friends....they've supported me thru so much and i could never thank them enough
4. My Life....i could have died ( Read more... )

well i have been staying at my friend Shelby's house for the past week and a half....and i've been having a lot of fun...but lately it feels like i am the 3rd wheel when she hangs out with Brittany. she has so much more history than i do with Shelby...so it seems like i'm out of the loop a lot with their inside jokes. Shelby asked me to move in but ( Read more... )

i let myself feel something last night....i actually cried...it was weird to feel an emotion that i used to feel all the time, after not feeling ANYthing for months...when you become apathetic it seems as though the whole world is passing you by while you sit there and think of every emotion every one is feeling as a lie....you know in your heart ( Read more... )

Bootcamp was amazing this weekend! there are SO many great stories of what goes on there. this weekend started off like it was going to suck hard core. everyone was excited to see me since i hadnt worked there in about a month...i was excited to see everyone too ( i didnt mean that that part sucked) but then it started raining like crazy while we ( Read more... )

I'm a whore

Go whores!

'Funk Me Hardxx' on aim is me, and i'm a whore

Long live whores!!!!!!!

how many times have i ever felt apathetic about the male gender? i cant count many...usually i hate them with a passion, or i am so in love with them i can barely breathe....well my breath is cought in my throat once more...only because i haven't anyone to show me that i can truely care about them without getting my heart stepped on like i have ( Read more... )

w.e....guys are so stupid...i make ONE mistake a while ago and you cant see past it. it's not like i dont already feel bad about what i've done, but no, you have to sit here and make me feel worse. sorry i wasted your time...i thought you were better than that.

thinking to hard about flirtatious moments gets me nowhere fast.i might have looked too much into what happened 2 nights ago. not the conversation, but the actions. i want so bad to believe that there is truth in what you say...prove to me that you want me as much as you say you do. i only want to be felt in the true nature of my heart. dont feel ( Read more... )

new found hopes have reached its peak...could i have found someone that may actually care about me? i suppose i'll have to wait and see as we start to hang out more and more...he talks to me like he means it and i hope he really does...he has me on cloud 9 and i dont ever want to escape this high...i've never been so hopeful about anything...he ( Read more... )