Nov 24, 2004 22:53
well i have been staying at my friend Shelby's house for the past week and a half....and i've been having a lot of fun...but lately it feels like i am the 3rd wheel when she hangs out with Brittany. she has so much more history than i do with Shelby...so it seems like i'm out of the loop a lot with their inside jokes. Shelby asked me to move in but i dont know exactly if i will be able to because her brother is buying the trailer from Shelby's mom so it's really up to Brandon....whom by the way i found out i have a little puppy love crush on...it's really weird too because before when i saw him i always thought he was decent looking...but now that i've seen him again after about 5 months i am seeing him in a new light and he hasnt even changed at all from when i first met him. i have a strange sudden attraction to him. the only down fall is that he has a gf who might be moving in the trailer too. well that and he's 24. but he really is a sweetie....he jokes and flirts with me a lot...he used to do that when i first met him too, but i just wasnt interested so it wasnt cute to me at the time....now that i want him i'm not going to be able to have him....isnt it funny how that works out? well enough about him....
i'm debating on if i want to take my side lip piercing out and just get my lebret done or if i want to go ahead and keep it on the side of my lip...i think the lebret suits me better, coz i'm not as hardcore as i thought lmfao. idk i just dont think it looks right on me....but then again the person who pierced my lip (he knows who he is, as i raise my eyebrow at him) didnt exactly put it where i wanted it.....so leave me ideas on whether or not i should take out my side lip piercing and go with the lebret. oh and tell me how you feel about me moving back to Auburn Hills....if i have enough people that will miss me then i'll stay here....but right now it feels as though i have no one anywhere.