Every Emotion Stands For Questioning

[_left_in_pieces]

i let myself feel something last night....i actually cried...it was weird to feel an emotion that i used to feel all the time, after not feeling ANYthing for months...when you become apathetic it seems as though the whole world is passing you by while you sit there and think of every emotion every one is feeling as a lie....you know in your heart

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[___at0mic]

Why are you such a smart girl? Sometimes I wish I had your mind, so I could better explain myself to people & why I feel the way that I do. Why I cry all the time, for no reason, and for sometimes all the wrong reasons. I don`t understand why I can`t just turn off the feelings & let things go. I guess that`s just the person I am.

I am sorry I signed off on you. My computer it a total bitch. It lets me use my browser, but never AIM or anything. Only for a few minutes, then I have to get off. Hopefully i`ll be getting a new computer for Christmas and i`ll be able to get on more.

Love you.

[_left_in_pieces]

sometimes i wish i wasnt so smart....i'd rather feel things like normal people rather than waste my life away on not feeling anything...you tho, are a very smart girl yourself and you have everything going for you...you're smart, beautiful, loved, caring, and a total sweetheart. i love you to death, Manda, and i miss you like crazy.

[anonymous]

Maybe I sparked that feeling you felt?

[maybewhenimdead]

aww,feel better doll.i know you love me<3