just throw us away

looks like one more last try.i know shes the only one for me,dont fuck up again chris

thinking of giving up

I( know far too much damage has been done,on both sides.things will never be the way i wish they could be be. but atleats i can tell the difference between that witch can not be and that witch i wish was. all i have left is dream.

it was a nice month i got to spend with you,for the most part..

i guess i havent changed enough to keep you around. 6 fucking years of this shit. ill never be good enough.

proving to myself i dont only post here when im depressed.

i dont feel happy i dont feel sad.

so cold,so cold

to love a girl i despise....welcome to the life that i hate...

sex

isn't falling in love sopose to be fun?? i wish i wasn't such damaged goods and could trust the way i use to.

i mean she is my girlfriend and im still fucking terrified that i like her too much... she left her boyfriend of a year for me.. that means something right?

god i am just so fucked up

Im so fucking lost,I dont know what to even do with my self anymore. I sit here playing wow all day every day,I hate that its all I have the motivation to do. what can I do to force my self to grow the fuck up ( Read more... )