my weekend consisted of extensive movie watching. since my move to portland, i only watch a few movies a week, but i must say the quality of films have made an upgrade. living in this city is opening my eyes to new cinematic gold. a local rental store has every movie i could ever want to see. friday night i stayed home and watched "boys don't cry ( Read more... )

today my love and i woke up late. we walked to the biscuits and gravy place around the corner and then took the long way home. we held hands and spoke only of things that made me smile and laugh. we could see the rain in the distance and hurried back to our dry home. today i fell in love again.

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last night i dreamt that i was at disneyland with friends having a smiley laughy disneyland kind of time. when we reached the teacup ride i saw an elderly woman dressed how my grandma would: bright red pants, hush puppy shoes, hounds tooth homemade blouse. it was her except much younger than when she passed away a year and a half ago. i looked to ( Read more... )

we counted down to the new year in a small circle on dusty carpet in a recently empty bedroom. we missed midnight by a couple minutes. hillary started screaming when nirvana came on the radio. our first song of the year; how appropriate. we danced to sergio mendes. yes, i danced. champagne does wonders to my modesty. i didn't get my new years kiss ( Read more... )

my head aches from this consistant longing to not be in the place that i am in. a busy work schedule usually distracts me from everything going on in my life, but lately my brain is completely clouded over. i'm quiet and not talkative and distant. most days i don't like being around most people. i'd rather be under a blanket watching countless ( Read more... )

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i want to drive to chicago next summer.

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