I just got a part of my soul back, at least temporarily. I might have to return it in a few days, but it feels kind of nice for the moment.

I am anticipating winter break more than ever at this very moment. I can feel sickness descending upon me and I have hours of studying to do, but it is okay, it will all get done, finals will be over, and soon I will be home. My heart is heavy thinking about all that I have to do, but I am terribly excited at the same time. I have so many goals for ( Read more... )

The difficulty right now lies entirely in the uncertainty. I don't want to be here right now, but I don't want to be at home (well, I do, more than anything else on the list of places to be), I also don't want it to be next semester, or the summer, or next fall, and especially not next Spring. Perhaps, this means I need to work up the courage to ( Read more... )

Between me and home. Chemistry journal article, a chemistry quiz, two chapers of chemisty homework, and a very important chemistry exam, one hundred pages of reading for the presentation, the english presentation, and an english exam, mini-piano recital, over one-hundred pages of history, a history paper and a history exam, over one-hundred pages ( Read more... )

I'm not sure how to go about articulating this because it's all one big little secret sitting in my throat. I want to tell you and you and you and you.

I can and only want to do a few things as of late: practice piano, knitt, write poetry, go running, sleep (not sleep), get involved with environmental/justice issues currently on the tip of everyone's tongue, and listen to music while laying down. This is not equivalent to academic success by any means. In fact, I can focus on things only unrelated ( Read more... )

In Orgo Lab today I had an awful realization. I can't remember what it was and I hope I remember it. It was very important. I realized it as my goggles were pressed against the eyepiece for the melting point apparatus. I think it was really important. I think it had to do with my relationship with science. Hm. Something about how I am spending so ( Read more... )

Everyone is falling in love all over the place. Autumn everyone fell out of love or struggled with love and now that it is cold and it is winter everyone is back in the swing of cute and warm lovin'. I feel out of the loop this time around (to a very strange degree). I am okay with being romantically alone (sort of), but I desire cuddling under ( Read more... )

Brain, eyelids, heart, shoulders, legs, feet ( Read more... )

On a really light note, tonight I stood in front of a piano with Brains and Keith and we played together all at once and it felt so good. My soul felt fulfilled in a really pleasant way. Chris tapped a knife against a wall. Even that sounded cool. I love creating music with people even if it is very simple. It doesn't have to be complex to create a ( Read more... )