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Everyone is falling in love all over the place. Autumn everyone fell out of love or struggled with love and now that it is cold and it is winter everyone is back in the swing of cute and warm lovin'. I feel out of the loop this time around (to a very strange degree). I am okay with being romantically alone (sort of), but I desire cuddling under warm blankets and listening to The Promise Ring while hand-holding. I don't know if that is even okay though. I am not bitter about love, but I am finding myself in an unfamiliar place. Perhaps, that is okay. It just worries me when I feel like I am regressing and/or when I realize I might die alone. It is important to note that I am joking about the last statement. Although, I do think I might be regressing to middle school mentality.I just want to be honest for five minutes with no awkward repercussions. Well, at least I do have the Promise Ring, I'll always feel youthful and in love (or just really old and worried that I might feel nothing forever).
I just want to feel warm and in love.
I just want to feel warm and in love.