The last time I wrote was July 15, 2008. A great deal of time has passed and since then I have achieved some degree of clarity. I have more to think about and write about, but that will come once I get settled back at home or school. Did I mention I am in London? I didn't. Well, I have been in London since July 29th with Mr. Christopher Bell. We ( Read more... )

I have been perpetually "cleaning my room," which really means I have been cleaning my closet that contains nearly everything that I own. The rest of what I own is in my car and my grandfather's house. I have problems with moving myself out and into new places smoothly. Finally, however, my closet contains only those items which are of greatest ( Read more... )

This entire day is defined by me feeling uneasy, unsettled, uncomfortable. Everyone is standing strangely today and looking odd. It's just making me more uncomfortable. . 

Oh a handful of things to do a thousand thoughts and soon I will be at home.

I know how to procrastinate. I finally got myself in perhaps, THE worst procrastination situation thus far. Environmental science term paper on forest insect pests due tomorrow at 2PM. How many pages completed? 0. Immunology exam at 9:30AM. How long have I studied for? 1 hour. I also need to do rather well in both cases to ensure I stay in the ( Read more... )

My life is strange and awkward, but adventurous and definitely not sad. I think this is okay for now at least. 

1. Study and pass Immunology Exam on Tuesday ( Read more... )

Today, April 8, 2008 is significant. Almost exactly six months ago I changed my major from Biology to English-Writing. In a panic I changed it back to Biology. Last night and this morning, however, I had a revelation and it is back to English-Writing I go! Although I haven't officially submited the form and although I haven't talked to my science ( Read more... )

My brain is moving much too quickly. Wait! Hold on! 
I feel like I don't exist.  I probably don't.

These days, silence holds greater meaning.