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This is the worst I’ve felt in two decades.
Despite you dying. And despite you dying, too. Shit, despite me dying twice. Despite the death of innumerable dreams. Despite the birth/lives/deaths of nightmares. Two decades worth of countless different lifetimes. (Kevin…K.C.? Just pick one. And yet I don’t. And yet I cant) 4 lives. 4 eras. 4 attempts. 4 ( Read more... ) -
Fear is a Five Letter Word
A man without fear is a man without hope.
I used to think fear was this monstrous entity with such negative connotation and consequences that I had to avoid it at all costs. And did it ever cost me...for the longest time I would try to live free of fear and thought that was success. I was free to do whatever I wanted whenever I wanted. Until I ( Read more... ) -
A Dawn of Dreams
A fresh pot of coffee brewing. A cigarette slowly burning, the smoke billowing into oblivion. I am free. The blue pallet of the morning sky brightens as the universe turns up the contrast on the television showing today's episode. The characters are all starting to get into their roles. Action. Birds chirp. Cats scurry by from car to car looking ( Read more... ) -
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So here I am. However many years later its been. Still talking about circles. Like a spinning top whizzing around over and over again, each revolution tracing a smaller, yet slightly off-centered reflection on the surface. Im sure one could and has calculated the physics of it, how something revolvng in a perfect circle with respect to itself can ( Read more... ) -
Naaa savegñaaa galaeeesseñaeee enyahaweee
Full circle. And it comes back to this. The necessity of self reflection fades from time to time, but the more time one spends grooming themselves in the bathroom, they're bound to look in the mirrror eventually. What a sight it is ( Read more... ) -
Phase II: Constant Conscientiousness of my Conscience
The beginning of a new beginning: The St. Paul chapter...
Never thought I'd be living here. I love the feeling of fear. After living for so long without it, I've learned to embrace it for the usefulness it can provide. There is no difference between fear and excitement when you understand yourself and your situation. You need not know the next step ( Read more... )
