Hidden - Chapter 15
Rating : PG 13 - NC 17 (Locked when needed.)
Disclaimer : To my knowlage, Bam has never killed a soul, and Ville so far in life, is childless, and so this would mean that this tale is pure fiction.
Summary : Bam is a mass murderer who has been able to avoid the law for some time.
Ville is a proud father to a teenage daughter, whos mother died during her birth.
When the law starts to catch up to Bam, he flees to Finland and takes refugee in the singers home.
By holding his daughter hostage, Bam is able to convince Ville to lead a normal life. But Ville is able to wear the man down, and soon discovers the kind hearted man behind the hardened image and just why he turned to a life of crime. But will he allow himself to fall for the man threatening his daughters life? And what happens when the police close in on Bam?
P.O.V. - Alters between chapters until characters meet. (Odd - Ville / Even - Bam)
This story is dedicated to those murdered recently by the Ipswich Ripper, for it is that tragic tale, that inspired this work of fiction.
Chapter 1 (Ville) - http://community.livejournal.com/__vam/2670091.html#cutid1
Chapter 2 (Bam) - http://community.livejournal.com/__vam/2672987.html#cutid1
Chapter 3 (Ville) - http://community.livejournal.com/__vam/2676471.html#cutid1
Chapter 4 (Bam) - http://community.livejournal.com/__vam/2680946.html#cutid1
Chapter 5 (Ville) - http://community.livejournal.com/__vam/2683666.html#cutid1
Chapter 6 (Bam) - http://community.livejournal.com/__vam/2685893.html#cutid1
Chapter 7 (Ville) - http://community.livejournal.com/__vam/2688306.html
Chapter 8 (Bam) - http://community.livejournal.com/__vam/2689371.html
Chapter 9 (Ville) - http://community.livejournal.com/__vam/2698464.html#cutid1
Chapter 10 (Bam) - http://community.livejournal.com/__vam/2702731.html#cutid1
Chapter 11 (Ville) - http://community.livejournal.com/__vam/2704501.html#cutid1
Chapter 12 (Bam) - http://community.livejournal.com/__vam/2720522.html#cutid1
Chapter 13 (Ville) - http://community.livejournal.com/__vam/2723122.html#cutid1
Chapter 14 (Bam) - http://community.livejournal.com/__vam/2730786.html
She isn't dead, oh thank god...everything went to plan. Well, almost. I'm still on the roof with Ryan, still trying to stop him from jumping. My words will determine if he lives, or dies...
"Ryan...please, come down. You don't even know if Jonne is....is...gone....Please Ry, come back here, please...." I neg, not daring to move towards him, yet extending a hand as a gesture of help.
"No! You heard what the doctor said, he crashed, hes gone...my Sparkle...my Tinkerbell....dead...." He whispers, voice hoarse, tears in his eyes. I hear him gulp as he takes another step forward.
"Ryan! Please....you know the story of Tinkerbell....you have to believe or she'll die...its the same with your Tink Ryan....believe in him...believe hes alive..." I whisper, tears now in my own eyes. I hear Ryan choke back a sob, but he turns his back on me so I cant see. He says nothing, barely moves, the only sign that life is still in him, is the sound of his choke like sobs, that sound like a snake has wrapped itself tightly round his neck...
"I can't..." He says eventually, sniffing and wiping away his tears. Finally he turns to face me. "What if he's dead..." He asks, and I feel my heart shatter. Ryan truly loves Jonne, more than anything, and its tearing him apart knowing he could be...dead...
"Have you felt it Ryan....Have you felt something die inside you? If you haven't then Jonne isn't dead. Part of a person dies when those they love pass on...they feel it deep within them. If you haven't felt that, he isn't gone. I should know...I felt it when I lost Jules..." I'm silent after mentioning Jules, I never talk about her outside the band....
"I haven't felt anything....I'd know if he died...right...I mean you...you knew that Jules...was, well, gone..." He whispers, and I find myself nodding, before bursting into tears. To my surprise, Ryan comes over to me, hugs me tight. I hug him back, leaning on him for support, as he does the same for me. "I haven't felt it...he cant be gone, just cant...." Ryan whispers.
A nurse finds both Ryan and I as we return to the waiting area.
"Hi, my names Jessica Novak, but you can call me Jessy, Miss Valo and Mr Liimatainen are both in recovery, and doing well. I believe Mr Liimatainen had a crash, but doctors were able to restart his heart in seconds. Congratulations, the operation was a success." She tells us, beaming. I cant help myself, I pull her into my arms and kiss her cheeks again and again. Ryan hugs her too, but goes running into recovery, a smile planted firmly on his face.
I sit next to my darling daughter, hooked up to wires an machines, and just watch as she sleeps. She looks so peaceful, like nothing in the world is wrong....finally things are looking up for us, finally we can have a normal life, and she can be a little girl again... To my left, I see Ryan pour his heart out to the man he loves, despite the fact that he is still out like a light.
"God I love you Tink...so much, I didn't even relise how much until you crashed out there.... I thought I lost you....I thought you'd....and that you were...gone..." Ryan sobs. "Your my Tinkerbell, my Sparkle...the love of my life, and I almost lost you baby....came so close. It hurt so much, knowing that you might have died, especially after everything I said, after everything I offered....Oh god Jonne, I really don't think I can live without you...your my world, my air.....I need to you live and to breath...." He grasped Jonnes hand, kissed it tenderly, unaware that Jonne had awoken, and was watching him.
"Oh Kulta....that was beautiful..." He whispers, making Ryan jump out of his skin. His eyes meet Jonnes overflowing ones, and their lips connect in an instant. "You were going to die...for me....oh god Rukas...I love you." Jonne pauses to take in a breath, gives Ryan's hand a gentle squeeze. "I fought out there...I left my body as my heart stopped...found myself looking at you....and you were going to jump....so I fought..." What Jonne was saying must have been true...Ryan never told him how he planned to die.
"I love you Jonne, more than anything or anyone. Your my life, my soul, my air, and I can't live without you...Marry me?" Ryan whispered the last two words, and I barely heard them, but Jonne heard the loud and clear, and he gasped, held his hands to his mouth, tears of happiness how collecting in his eyes.
"Marriage...are you sure..?" Jonne whispers, rubbing Ryan's knuckles softly with his thumb. Ryan nods frantically, kisses Jonne softly on the cheek.
"Yes! I love you, want to spend the rest of my life with you..." He whispers, his voice thick as if he is trying not to cry.
"Then yes! Of course I'll marry you..." Jonne whispers, smile planted firmly on his face. Ryan beams, then frowns.
"I haven't got you a ring..." He said, looking disappointed, as if he'd let Jonne down. Jonne chuckles, kisses Ryan firmly on the lips.
"It doesn't matter Ryan, we're getting married....that's all that matters...." He whispers, his voice as thick as Ryan's. Ryan simply nods, kisses Jonnes tear stained cheek. Suddenly, he beams, you can almost see a light bulb lighting up above his head. He takes a pair of scissors from Jonnes bag, then snips of a locket of his golden curls, causing Jonne to gasp. Ryan shushes him, then takes his left hand. Slowly, he ties the lock of his hair around Jonnes ring finger, making Jonne burst into a fresh flood of tears.
"Oh Ry, its perfect..." Jonne whispers....
"At least until I can get you a real ring," Ryan replies, kissing Jonne softly.
The next six months are a whirlwind of hospital visits and chemo sessions, then radiothearpy that leave my baby girl drained. But she understands, understands she needs to get better. The news comes on her 6th birthday....shes clear of cancer...
Tell me what you think of the Ryonne in this chapter...I'm going to make it a side story, and post it in The Ryonne Community!
Disclaimer : To my knowlage, Bam has never killed a soul, and Ville so far in life, is childless, and so this would mean that this tale is pure fiction.
Summary : Bam is a mass murderer who has been able to avoid the law for some time.
Ville is a proud father to a teenage daughter, whos mother died during her birth.
When the law starts to catch up to Bam, he flees to Finland and takes refugee in the singers home.
By holding his daughter hostage, Bam is able to convince Ville to lead a normal life. But Ville is able to wear the man down, and soon discovers the kind hearted man behind the hardened image and just why he turned to a life of crime. But will he allow himself to fall for the man threatening his daughters life? And what happens when the police close in on Bam?
P.O.V. - Alters between chapters until characters meet. (Odd - Ville / Even - Bam)
This story is dedicated to those murdered recently by the Ipswich Ripper, for it is that tragic tale, that inspired this work of fiction.
Chapter 1 (Ville) - http://community.livejournal.com/__vam/2670091.html#cutid1
Chapter 2 (Bam) - http://community.livejournal.com/__vam/2672987.html#cutid1
Chapter 3 (Ville) - http://community.livejournal.com/__vam/2676471.html#cutid1
Chapter 4 (Bam) - http://community.livejournal.com/__vam/2680946.html#cutid1
Chapter 5 (Ville) - http://community.livejournal.com/__vam/2683666.html#cutid1
Chapter 6 (Bam) - http://community.livejournal.com/__vam/2685893.html#cutid1
Chapter 7 (Ville) - http://community.livejournal.com/__vam/2688306.html
Chapter 8 (Bam) - http://community.livejournal.com/__vam/2689371.html
Chapter 9 (Ville) - http://community.livejournal.com/__vam/2698464.html#cutid1
Chapter 10 (Bam) - http://community.livejournal.com/__vam/2702731.html#cutid1
Chapter 11 (Ville) - http://community.livejournal.com/__vam/2704501.html#cutid1
Chapter 12 (Bam) - http://community.livejournal.com/__vam/2720522.html#cutid1
Chapter 13 (Ville) - http://community.livejournal.com/__vam/2723122.html#cutid1
Chapter 14 (Bam) - http://community.livejournal.com/__vam/2730786.html
She isn't dead, oh thank god...everything went to plan. Well, almost. I'm still on the roof with Ryan, still trying to stop him from jumping. My words will determine if he lives, or dies...
"Ryan...please, come down. You don't even know if Jonne is....is...gone....Please Ry, come back here, please...." I neg, not daring to move towards him, yet extending a hand as a gesture of help.
"No! You heard what the doctor said, he crashed, hes gone...my Sparkle...my Tinkerbell....dead...." He whispers, voice hoarse, tears in his eyes. I hear him gulp as he takes another step forward.
"Ryan! Please....you know the story of Tinkerbell....you have to believe or she'll die...its the same with your Tink Ryan....believe in him...believe hes alive..." I whisper, tears now in my own eyes. I hear Ryan choke back a sob, but he turns his back on me so I cant see. He says nothing, barely moves, the only sign that life is still in him, is the sound of his choke like sobs, that sound like a snake has wrapped itself tightly round his neck...
"I can't..." He says eventually, sniffing and wiping away his tears. Finally he turns to face me. "What if he's dead..." He asks, and I feel my heart shatter. Ryan truly loves Jonne, more than anything, and its tearing him apart knowing he could be...dead...
"Have you felt it Ryan....Have you felt something die inside you? If you haven't then Jonne isn't dead. Part of a person dies when those they love pass on...they feel it deep within them. If you haven't felt that, he isn't gone. I should know...I felt it when I lost Jules..." I'm silent after mentioning Jules, I never talk about her outside the band....
"I haven't felt anything....I'd know if he died...right...I mean you...you knew that Jules...was, well, gone..." He whispers, and I find myself nodding, before bursting into tears. To my surprise, Ryan comes over to me, hugs me tight. I hug him back, leaning on him for support, as he does the same for me. "I haven't felt it...he cant be gone, just cant...." Ryan whispers.
A nurse finds both Ryan and I as we return to the waiting area.
"Hi, my names Jessica Novak, but you can call me Jessy, Miss Valo and Mr Liimatainen are both in recovery, and doing well. I believe Mr Liimatainen had a crash, but doctors were able to restart his heart in seconds. Congratulations, the operation was a success." She tells us, beaming. I cant help myself, I pull her into my arms and kiss her cheeks again and again. Ryan hugs her too, but goes running into recovery, a smile planted firmly on his face.
I sit next to my darling daughter, hooked up to wires an machines, and just watch as she sleeps. She looks so peaceful, like nothing in the world is wrong....finally things are looking up for us, finally we can have a normal life, and she can be a little girl again... To my left, I see Ryan pour his heart out to the man he loves, despite the fact that he is still out like a light.
"God I love you Tink...so much, I didn't even relise how much until you crashed out there.... I thought I lost you....I thought you'd....and that you were...gone..." Ryan sobs. "Your my Tinkerbell, my Sparkle...the love of my life, and I almost lost you baby....came so close. It hurt so much, knowing that you might have died, especially after everything I said, after everything I offered....Oh god Jonne, I really don't think I can live without you...your my world, my air.....I need to you live and to breath...." He grasped Jonnes hand, kissed it tenderly, unaware that Jonne had awoken, and was watching him.
"Oh Kulta....that was beautiful..." He whispers, making Ryan jump out of his skin. His eyes meet Jonnes overflowing ones, and their lips connect in an instant. "You were going to die...for me....oh god Rukas...I love you." Jonne pauses to take in a breath, gives Ryan's hand a gentle squeeze. "I fought out there...I left my body as my heart stopped...found myself looking at you....and you were going to jump....so I fought..." What Jonne was saying must have been true...Ryan never told him how he planned to die.
"I love you Jonne, more than anything or anyone. Your my life, my soul, my air, and I can't live without you...Marry me?" Ryan whispered the last two words, and I barely heard them, but Jonne heard the loud and clear, and he gasped, held his hands to his mouth, tears of happiness how collecting in his eyes.
"Marriage...are you sure..?" Jonne whispers, rubbing Ryan's knuckles softly with his thumb. Ryan nods frantically, kisses Jonne softly on the cheek.
"Yes! I love you, want to spend the rest of my life with you..." He whispers, his voice thick as if he is trying not to cry.
"Then yes! Of course I'll marry you..." Jonne whispers, smile planted firmly on his face. Ryan beams, then frowns.
"I haven't got you a ring..." He said, looking disappointed, as if he'd let Jonne down. Jonne chuckles, kisses Ryan firmly on the lips.
"It doesn't matter Ryan, we're getting married....that's all that matters...." He whispers, his voice as thick as Ryan's. Ryan simply nods, kisses Jonnes tear stained cheek. Suddenly, he beams, you can almost see a light bulb lighting up above his head. He takes a pair of scissors from Jonnes bag, then snips of a locket of his golden curls, causing Jonne to gasp. Ryan shushes him, then takes his left hand. Slowly, he ties the lock of his hair around Jonnes ring finger, making Jonne burst into a fresh flood of tears.
"Oh Ry, its perfect..." Jonne whispers....
"At least until I can get you a real ring," Ryan replies, kissing Jonne softly.
The next six months are a whirlwind of hospital visits and chemo sessions, then radiothearpy that leave my baby girl drained. But she understands, understands she needs to get better. The news comes on her 6th birthday....shes clear of cancer...
Tell me what you think of the Ryonne in this chapter...I'm going to make it a side story, and post it in The Ryonne Community!