I have been requested to update, so here it goes. What's new? Well, I cut and colored my hair again and it looks totally rad. My California trip was cancelled due to my mother being a cunt from hell. Ka is back to being my best friend. I'm leaving for PA tomorrow to see my Katiekins. Lynn and I are back together as of April Fools Day. =] I ( Read more... )

Ever have that gut wrenching feeling in your stomach that you hate so badly who you are, who you've become, how life is.. that you honestly contemplate ripping yourself apart at the seams and tearing every fucking living piece of you out ( Read more... )

I ( Read more... )

( Because 1 AM is the best time for quizzes.. )

I'm going to give myself a heart attack one day.

Maybe I truly am my own worst enemy. Cynical, paranoid, untrusting. It fits.

How to fix the situation? Disassociation?

Perhaps.

..And it's like a battlefield all around me..

Last night was so fucking NICE ( Read more... )

Well, it didn't start off so great. I was talking to Anthony last night for the first time in what feels like forever. We talked about a lot of things. I miss the boy like crazy, as hard as that may be to believe. After all, our history goes back 5 years. He is an amazing person, and as much as I laugh at his crazy stories, I still trust him ( Read more... )

This one goes out to my bestest Danika. I love you Snookz ( Read more... )

I don't want to grow up anymore ( Read more... )

If you gave me just a coin for every time we say goodbye ( Read more... )