Here is a tale
of the trouble love sends,
To a pair of inseperable
very best friends.

These very best friends
had the same taste in boys,
Just like as tots when
they liked the same toys.

They never did stuggle
to borrow or lend,
They knew that sharing
was being a friend.

One defending the other
when teased or called names,
One choosing the other
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Ben asked me what was going on with me and Ryan ...... I was confused.  He told me that he can tell that I still like Ryan ...something about the way I google or giggle at him?  I don't know ...

No more google or giggle for me!

I guess you could say today was pretty uneventful and more days like this are to come.  Meh, I guess I'll learn to get used to it ... or maybe I'll rebel ... "FUCK YOU MOM, I'm almost 18 years old .. you can't ground me!"  Ha, that will never ever happen.  I'd feel bad swearing infront of my mom and um, yes .. she can ground me.  Gr.

I got home ( Read more... )

TbZ BoGuZ: she made out with me the other day and i told her how i felt about her and shit and shes like yeah I  LIKE AJ AND ITS MOST LIKELY GONNA WORK OUT BETWEEN ME AND HIM

I really don't like when stupid people mess with my friends.  God.

With the help of my parents .. I've fucked up my senior year.  Tonight I was not able to attend the last varsity basketball game because I was grounded.  I will NOT be able to party during spring break because I'm grounded and I will NOT be able to go to prom this year because I cannot afford a dress and there is no way in hell I'm going to find a ( Read more... )

I said something mean to Ana today, well ... maybe not mean, but something I really shouldn't have said because it really freaked her out.  "Just wait, tomorrow you're gonna wake up and my wrists are gonna be slit and I'm gonna be dead."  She started to cry and it made me cry even more and argh, I just don't know what to do with myself anymore.

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It really bothers me that Ben and Ryan get along and talk and such ... ok ... IT MAKES CrAzY!

Doritos are really yummy, wow ... I almost forgot that.  Hmm ...

Maddie made cookies today and they were amazing and we ate them in choir.  Yumm.  Boys are crazy and attacked the bag of cookies, but thats ok .. we had tons to spare.

I really enjoy hugs ... they are quite pleasent and I wish I would recieve more because that would be amazing.

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I have to get up at 6 now, no more laying around until 30 after .. what a bummer.  Gr.  I'm tired and I can barely keep my eyes open, but the internet is my only connection with the outside world and I must take advantage of it while I can.  Soon enough I'm sure they'll catch on to my sneakiness and take the computer out of my room too .. argh, ( Read more... )

Well, I jinxed myself.  Last night my mom found out about me using her Discover card.  She was mad .. she was sad .. she was I don't know, words can not explain it.  I feel bad, no .. I feel horrible.  God, I really want to die.  I can't believe I would do that to her, ecspecially now.  Geeze.  So, I'm grounded until my birthday (April 9), but ( Read more... )