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Love, Stef. (no more double F)

Weird to say, but I think me being grounded is making me .. closer to my family.  You'd think I'd be angry at them and bitchy and such, but I'm not.  I've actually been really good.  I haven't lied to my parents in about 2 weeks (except for going online) and thats a big improvement for me.

Hm, actually .. me being grounded has hurt my ( Read more... )

I fell asleep after school and just woke up ... I woke up to the sound of Afro Man and wow, I was so confused.  I thought it was tomorrow morning and that I'd slept in and nobody told me so I was going to be late for school and ... wow, oh boy.  I had a bit of a panic attack.

I had the most amazing 3rd block today.  I mean, to the average person ( Read more... )

why does EVERYONE know but you?

I know a secret, that everyone knows .. but the one person that should know doesn't.  I want to tell this person because I really think this person has a right to know whats going on, but if I do it's going to make another person hate me very much.  I wish person would realize that lying only makes matters worse ... ( Read more... )

I really do think I fight with Sean more than I do any of my other friends.  WHY DO I BOTHER?  Gr.  I mean, seriously ... why do I even care?  Oh wait, I don't.  As of ... NOW I don't care anymore.  I'm sick of his horniess and his negative attitude.

What sparked today's argument?  Sean started talking to me about how he wanted to get drunk and ( Read more... )

I like you to much .. way to much ....

it makes me sick.

All of a sudden I feel ... tired and not so motivated.  Eh, I have no reason to be motivated or awake.

Today was pretty uneventful, just like every other day.  I didn't work so I was stuck at home all day long.  BLAH.  Oh wait, I lie ... I left the house for about 45 minutes when my mom had to pick up Ana from Jill's and drive Markie to Kyle's ( Read more... )

Mark had Kyle sleepover last night.  I didn't like it.  I don't like when I have to see people that I haven't talked to in a really long time.  It makes me feel uncomfortable.  Luckily, I had to work and they went to bed early.  Woo.

Yay, that made me happy.  Go Steve!  Yay for emo-ness?  lol


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Hm, I'm pretty sure she said it was her birthday.  Everyone should tell her Happy Birthday because Missy is amazing and I really like her, but not like oh, I want her, actually ... thats a lie.

I do want Missy, she's fucking hot as hell.

My mom bought me Jimmy John's for dinner.  Yummy.  Veggie sub is the best thing in the whole wide world.  ( Read more... )